I'm a prisoner of every attempt at free will.

on a full stomach...when those primal influences on one's psyche are sated, they are free to consider reality from a non-need perspective...types like myself find emptiness despite being so full...when there are no needs i am despairing...i am forced to consider those things that would otherwise pass on without scrutiny...who was it that said 'when one looks into the abyss long enough they will find it staring back'..??..